Saturday, December 17, 2011

different now

his face. his voice. that one message i've replayed and re saved for the past week was all i needed to hear. it was more than enough to deepen the creases of my smile. then you said it. those words I usually run from. yet, from your lips they flowed unadulterated and effortless.  as unexpectedly as it came, i needed this love present in my life. your love. you've restored my faith in its meaning, and the ability to keep loving when all the wrong in the world seems to take power. don't mistake my timidity for rejection. or even think for one second i don't feel the same way you do. my appreciation for your spirit became too overwhelming for the moment, and my heart couldn't articulate its words. but i felt them. unlike i've ever felt before. i need your heart right now. unlike anything i've ever needed before. so, i'll regard things differently this time around. just whatever you do, please don't let me down.

everything i thought i knew has changed...is changing.

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