Starburst at 4:38 am

I took a nap around 1 this morning. Woke up and had no concern of going back to sleep. Hence, the surge of energy.

Gah, 10 can't come fast enough. I NEVER go to the Waffle House, but I'm really excited about it now. I think it's because I'm hungry right now. I mean, reallyyyyy hungry right now.

I've been on Twitter more than usual lately. I hate Twitter. I thought I did, at least. But, I just found some things that made the scopin' and the tweetin' worth my while. I sure as heck will not be on it as much during the semester,so....

You haven't messaged me in a while. I hope things are alright. I've given you your space these past few days, because you need it. We need it. I think that's what allows us to grow with each other so much. We recognize that we can't function as a union by intruding upon our every move. I've never felt this free with someone. Loved with no strings attached. Just pure,unadulterated love and kindness. We need space to continue growth within ourselves so that we can be the best friend each other needs. And as a best friend I'll promptly message you in the morning to see how things are going. I can't wait to see you soon! I've missed you, love....

I leave tomorrow morning. I don't want to talk about it right now.

Sometimes, I watch my little sister sleep. I can only imagine the lovely scenes of which she dreams. She's a visionary. She'll soon be making history. Helpin' the people. It's in her...I can just,just feel it. Ya know? God, remind her every day that I'm not here of how much I love her. Of how much she means to me. I can gain all the friends in the world, but none shall ever compare. I love you so much, babygirl. More than words can explain. You're my heartbeat. I'm inspired by you to keep pushing. You keep pushing. Don't be discouraged. Don't give up. Access your strength and persevere. I'll miss you, but I'll be seeing you again sooner than we know. Aiiight, guh?! LOL

I need to finish Girls of Riyadh right now. Lamees, you da girl. In a suffocated society that shoots down love quicker than anything on Earth, you stayed true and married the man of your dreams, or at least so far. To the rest of the clique, we're just like you.